So little Stella is sick.
All signs point to a lymphoma and as I wait for blood tests and new appointments, I can do nothing except obsessively Google for alternative medicines (found some!)
and pray.
and work.
I am committed to my "summer of fun", but right now things feel a little less "fun" and whole lot more serious. Still, I no longer allow single events to define who I am, and as I navigate the next few days/weeks/months,
I will just be living in the moment.
I was going to participate in Troll's newest culinary throw down, but I lost track this week with Stella and work and just realized it was today.
Right now I need to decide the best course of action for my dog. Do I proceed with treatments? Allow nature to take its course? Try alternative medicine?
I'll probably do them all as long as Stella's quality of life remains good.
So perhaps my "Summer of Fun" is really more
The Summer of Love,
Love for my family, my friends and my animals,
and that's something I can look forward to.
xoxoxo.
